School Agen....so tiring...

Dec. 13, 2007

Class starts..ugh.. i know its hard to work and study at the same time,,but what can i do..i don't want to stay idle at home..having only 5 units left?..I know, I messed up with my subjects which are supposed to be taken

hierarchically but I'm screwed. I can't take it back anyway... This is when i decided to work.  I tried to apply as crew/cashier in French Baker and guess what, I got hired.. to atleast in my advance thinking, would give me a better experience and as my first leap to future jobs awaiting ahead.

I want to prove to them that i can be independent and that i can reach my dreams and have what i want at my very young age..i know i have just enough...no need for me to work anymore coz my parents can sustain me and send money whenever I need to,,they don't want me to work, they always oppose it coz they're thinking I might not be able to do it coz I'm studying, my grades might get affected, but I disobeyed them this time.. I just want to earn something out of my own hardwork plus as much as possible, not asking any help from anybody..am just tired of observing people at their mature age who are still dependent, under achiever..drowned with debts...i cant take that..em so thankful that i have all the initiative and determination just to make my life easier and prosper and that i can always be proud of. .I know my plans are always planned well with His help up there..He is always with me...I know that..

I want to prioritize things which are considered to be important than doing something which are irrelevant to success and that cannot help me at all..I know this future months will be very hard in my part but i believe that I can make it..

Chai is not a quitter, Im always strong!! yes I am

Anyway, i will be graduating this March, my class ends Feb. 18 so why worry..after this tough and tiring months I can consider myself an achiever, a content Chai and hapi being..All my harword paid off. This I owe all to HIM, up there.