Skyranch with my love.

May 13, 2014

Awww… duno how to start this...im kinda teary-eyed.

Im so depressed as I count the remaining days where i got to stare, talk, laugh and touch you tangibly... ul be gone for a while mahal :(( 

I will surely treasure every memories we’ve shared together.  Even just for a little while… ughhh oucchhh..

Time and distance may have deprived us but we’ll make it…..right?

It will be a long journey for us until we meet again but I’l wait. I will wait until God gives us the right time for us.

May 10, 2014 - Skyranch, Tagaytay

 I don’t want to hold back. I want to show you what I really feel. Being true wont make me feel less of a person anyway.   

I love you. Our memories will always last forever. 

Proud girlfriend

May 3, 2014 - MOA

 May 8, 2014


U aren’t maybe handsome in their eyes, u have no 6 packs to boast about..no fabulous tone and firm muscles.. no pointed nose (likewise :D), no fair skin, no good-looking eyes, no killer smile..no Daniel Padilla features.. but am proud.. For me, you are the most handsome and the Chris Hemsworth of my life that lets me forget and ignore the rest… yeah exaggeratedly  true mahal.. Don’t take it literally though :D

Im proud to be your girlfriend.

distance is just a test to see how far love can travel

May 6, 2014

To my kinda suplado boyfriend:

Yeah,, I knew it.. ul eventually leave me in few days..i duno how to survive this so-called long distance relationship.

Honestly this is my first time to engage in LDR.

Remember when I told you that I don’t want, if ever, my partner to be apart from me?? ..well I guess,. I have no choice. I love you and I’m willing to wait. Im positive that we can make it..

"Distance makes the heart grow fonder.. I will love you even more. 

What drives and motivates me, is the trust I have for myself and to you as well.  And above all, I put Him at the center of our relationship.  I trust Him that He will guide us through.

Im begging to not ruin the trust I have put up in this relationship coz if it happens, I bet, expect numerous and disastrous rocks along our way.  I badly want this to work out this time mahal.  I want to give my best and exhaust my effort to this relationship. I want you to be my last. I love you mahal ko.

There's nothing more i can promise except that I will remain loyal and faithful to you plus my unconditional love that won't run dry.

my cupcake

April 29, 2014 - Festival Mall, Alabang

April 29, 2014

Yep. We finally met in person. I didn’t expect that it will be such a surprise on my end coz I kinda like him. Im comfortable. No awkwardness, it feels like I have known him for a while in contrary to what Im thinking prior.  I honestly felt this beat towards him.  I duno.. Maybe because we've been chatting for months already and was kinda familiar to each other but gosh huhuhu, I dont want to fall this quick, Im afraid that he won't catch me anyway... :(( .. pity me..

well one thing's 4 sure.. I want to spend more time with him.. just sit and chat..just look at him and think how he changed my heart instantly.. how he may possibly change my outlook in life..and ugh... hu hu hu  too early chai.

I used to be rude with other guys but not with him. I just duno what’s the price of tolerating my feelings. Im afraid but Im willing to take risks. Im cautious. I never entertained guys after my last relationship. Perhaps, I trust this person much that I am so open and transparent about myself. I dont wanna be ridiculed though and be labeled "easy to get" and the like.. well i guess i dont care..hes not that type who would think that way towards me anyway..  I have high respect for him and i trust my gut feeling that he respects me too. 

I just want to be true myself ... no pretensions, no lies.. this is what i feel right now.. just tellin what's inside me.

goshh..I duno..I might be wrong with all my assumptions but there's nothing wrong with it anyway..
Whatever we call to each other.. friend.. special friend or whatever.. im happy.
 I just pray that I wont get hurt and that I wont hurt him in any way too.

wuz up

April 23, 2014

Just for the sake of makin this page a real life story of mine without choosing a topic to discuss about.. I might wanna share what comprises my feelings, emotions these past few days.

Aside from me quarreling and arguing with someone whom I have some sort of feelings with.. I have also struggled in dealing with my heartless, thick-faced tenant.  Its really nerve racking and she’s extremely testing my patience.  This isn’t something worth to discuss about though, but I just mentioned about it coz I have been dealing with her almost everyday trying to fix the bills and everything.. I don’t wanna stress and ruin my day tryin to elaborate it further...I just want em to get out of my place.. vacate my house and move out! Im so pissed...grrr.

Hot Air Balloon

 

April 22, 2014

Another dream has finally come into reality..
Was able to witness the Hot Air Balloon Fest which is annually held in Pampanga last April 12.


I wasn’t aware of the date though, it was just a quick decision and I thought with conviction that I won’t miss it this time.. nah nah.. well credit to newsfeeds in facebook for giving me hint. If it wasn’t for social media, I wud have waited another year to see these amazing balloons again.

April 12, 2014 - Lubao, Pampanga

This is my moment, I thought of spending time here alone until an unexpected individual pleaded to follow me..my suitor I guess…someone whom I refused to go out with several times..lol.. I already warned him that Im not entertaining suitors..I don’t want to be courted, not now…  I oppose it but it’s not my place to prevent him from g
oing there and besides there’s an event/fest happening at the very moment....well guess what. He’s not joking… he indeed rode a bus, took more than 3 hours of travel just to see me???..  and was shocked, he just popped out behind me without myself telling him where I was.. hahaha.. … to cut this short…he was my companion all throughout the day, took several photos makin him my photographer :D (though its kinda awkward), rode a bus with him going back to Manila and argued about my unwillingness in dropping me home...i am sorry for bein kinda rude that time.. i just cant reciprocate the feeling..:(( 

I appreciate his effort though.. but my heart is guarded.


Going back to the main topic which is the balloon perse'… ugh..duno what to say now… all I know is its really amazing.. especially its lit at night..its luminous effect. ...  its worth the distance that I have traveled alone.. worth the heat of the sun… worth the thirst and awkwardness…its just so worth it..big smile :)

talkin bout fitness

April 21, 2014

I never had an interest in any fitness programs nor have entered a gym in my whole life..yeah im serious..duno how treadmill looks like, havent lifted any weights..:D


But guess what… my feet are dragging me crazy to jog every morning and attend a 2-hour zumba session during Sunday in an exclusive rising condominium near our place.. and u bet.. im doing it on a regular basis and im loving it.. it was so much fun…. Well a piece of history though, I used to be a dancer during my primary and secondary school days.. been engaged in a whole bunch of dances namely; folk dance, stylized dance, cheer dance, majorette, ethnic dance,,wut else?? but shud i say gone are the old flexible body of mine when I entered tertiary and have been a full-fledged employee for more than 7 years now.. ughh stiffness days.


Well am a fitness conscious enthusiast to be.. my goal is to live fit and healthy…and a little bit of sexy body??? Hahaha not really…not my priority, though it’s a plus plus plus.. Lol..