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April 29, 2014 - Festival Mall, Alabang

April 29, 2014

Yep. We finally met in person. I didn’t expect that it will be such a surprise on my end coz I kinda like him. Im comfortable. No awkwardness, it feels like I have known him for a while in contrary to what Im thinking prior.  I honestly felt this beat towards him.  I duno.. Maybe because we've been chatting for months already and was kinda familiar to each other but gosh huhuhu, I dont want to fall this quick, Im afraid that he won't catch me anyway... :(( .. pity me..

well one thing's 4 sure.. I want to spend more time with him.. just sit and chat..just look at him and think how he changed my heart instantly.. how he may possibly change my outlook in life..and ugh... hu hu hu  too early chai.

I used to be rude with other guys but not with him. I just duno what’s the price of tolerating my feelings. Im afraid but Im willing to take risks. Im cautious. I never entertained guys after my last relationship. Perhaps, I trust this person much that I am so open and transparent about myself. I dont wanna be ridiculed though and be labeled "easy to get" and the like.. well i guess i dont care..hes not that type who would think that way towards me anyway..  I have high respect for him and i trust my gut feeling that he respects me too. 

I just want to be true myself ... no pretensions, no lies.. this is what i feel right now.. just tellin what's inside me.

goshh..I duno..I might be wrong with all my assumptions but there's nothing wrong with it anyway..
Whatever we call to each other.. friend.. special friend or whatever.. im happy.
 I just pray that I wont get hurt and that I wont hurt him in any way too.