The mystery of DREAM

Dec. 30, 2008

I was just so curious that this idea just suddenly popped up in my tabula rasa consciousness while staring at my monitor.

I know it’s a bit odd and too late to discuss about crushes, puppy loves and the like…but I just want this creative mind of mine burst and voiced..lol


Tonight, I just dreamed of sumting not so so interesting nor talk about issue…just an everyday dream or fantasy for most of us which I already forgot and em doing my best to refresh it but I cant gosh..hahahhaa. I cant get back the whole pieces of d story togetharrr. errrrrr..will try though..

I just remembered the peeps involved or shud I say the characters: My high school fwends and schoolmates and ofcourse my crush.

Im just really really curious why in the hell world am still unconsciously dreaming of him…totally no reason…
I admit he was my crush since elementary up to the end of my high school days…but during college, the feeling was gone..totally gone..total turn off. He’s fat and chubby..handsome – no more.…waaahh.. pardon me for being mean.


Can anyone explain this to me??????
These are just my perceptions:
Ur dreaming of someone when you always think about him…No I don’t think of him..sureness.
Ur dreaming of him coz u have memories togethah..definitely No…pramiss.. I wish we had.
Ur dreaming of him coz someone, something reminds u of him…ewrrrr nothing and no one.
Ur dreaming of him coz he’s thinking of u…No; A BIG joke...well I wish again hihihi
Ewrrrr I don’t know..

Im just wondering a lot..why I always do.. I don’t like him anymore…Waahh insane
Well for me it’s a mystery.

Its just so funny refreshing the memories way back 19’s hahahhaa. Echoserraa muchh

Baguio

Dec. 30, 2008

Hangover from yesterdays Baguio ‘ s glamorous galore ;

Happiness is like a chimera…humbugs…but its good somehow, sometime in our lives we got to indulge ourselves into it.

Baguio: hidden paradise of yesterday….struggling today.
That’s how I described it.
Clear blue morning skies, foggy afternoons, and chilly romantic evenings with friendly peeps around not to mention the lovely, romantic settings for most couples to sit for a while.
Worth the long distance travel.

Transpo is so so cheap..amazing..Cozy lil restaurants, bargain accessories and clothings..weew great.


Dec 28. 8:00 o’clock in the morning.

Shivering from cold yet with full of glee, we rode a jeepney going to Burnham’s park – the mother of all parks in the summer capital of the Phil.

We rode at the Rowboats – the white Swan – and tasted Strawberry “taho” of Baguio…hmm yummy. Took pictures at the different sides & angles, amusements, trees, and boats.
After Burnham’s Park, the 3 stoogies proceeded at Mines View PArk

I fell in love with the natives in their indigenous dresses, who would always beam you a warm, friendly smile. Its so funny to see visitors took effort in wearing native’s costumes just to take pictures and pose like natives too…hahaaha…I felt awkward though and nah, wont ever try it. duh.

I fell in love with pine trees, green hills and heights (though im certainly afraid of heights)...  varieties of delicacies, ukay ukay plus various decorations, bonnets and many more.

I fell in love with wild sunflowers strewing everywhere.
I fell in love with bettyful sceneries, the Mansion, real estates and plentiful crafts and beauties of nature.


And most of I fell in Love with cute and gorgeous guys of Baguio…(PMA'ers) hahahahaha juz kidding.




It will always be a good tidings leaving the place.

My Father’s Season

Dec. 26, 2008

What and who I am now is because of HIM, so the entire month would be all praises and thanksgiving.

Thanks my Buddy Jesus who never failed to watch over me.

Happy Birthday and I LOVE U.


My New Years resolution.

 Will try…hmmmmmpp will DO go to church every Sunday..
 Brat to my boyfriend ; no more. I really hope so :D
 Diet: for my belly maybe…well it’s a sign of too much blessings anyway.
 Patience, patience and more patience

DON’T’s :
Laziness: I doubt
Too much Sleep : tsk tsk tsk…goodluck
Ferocious….il be gentle enough when im pissed esp to muymuy


DO’s

Save: yeah 
Be Friendly:  for not just some.
Fighter: yeah I will voice out, I will not be timid anymore.
DREAM ; I am always a dreamer
Workaholic : just moderate ,,,enough to overcome retrenchment. lol

Batangas Bday outing.

Dec. 1, 2008


Courtesy of:

Te Juris
Muymuy
Ron IT
Lolo Earnie
Rye
Marianski


It’s almost 2o’clock I guess when we departed Jaka with full of excitements and delights on wuts waiting 4 us at the beach. Ofcourse “ imbyerna “ knowing that I’ve waited for almost 7 hours, eyes dropping, haggardness to d highest level coz of lack of sleep (yawwnnn). I super hate to bonggaceously wait for not so very important persons…sorry just pissed ;)

Well to say the least, I enjoyed watching movie entitled "Sassy Girl" at mhil’s unit or so called apartelle (just to make it sounds sossy,,,,ofcourse my bro is a certified sossy at his royal unit.).”


While hes busy taking a nap, I indulged myself watching with a super teary eyed, romantically full of emotions, undisturbed attention as I focused on internalizing its content..


Hmmmmm Im not so certain whats the exact time of arrival but what im sured of is,, am so so damn tired and sleepy, if not bcoz of the bettyful scenery and exciting places that I got to see during the road trip, I could have fallen asleep nah.

Thanks to mama melai’s loquacious and big mouth…we had great time laughing, gossiping and making fun of others,, and talking naughty things.. Hahaha.

Well, Wat I lyk best is snorkeling….Its my first time and I really enjoyed watching small fishes and corals at the bottom of crystal clear bluish water,,,,a lil naive,,, I don’t know how to use it at first, waahhh..but atlast I got to do it,..in my simple computation, i think i drunk a gallon of salt water due to me being unskilled in swimming ....i didnt quit though.


Of course no one can beat d number of pictures I took from the resort… I just love my pretty face and sexylicious boody… (pasentabi hehehe)


To cut the story short, coz my eyes are tired and teary staring at the monitor, we enjoyed d moment despite of some sort of dramas starring ……………………whoeveerrrhh!!! mouth zipped.


Thanks to the above sponsors ..U guys ROCK..

The Super Ugly Chai..

Nov. 9, 2008


Yuuuuuucchhhhhhhhhssssss

It's not mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my daranak moments

Nov. 3, 2008

After a long and winding journey where we almost lost our way.. after those haggardness and boredom.. who would have thought that we head straight to this beautiful place in Tanay Rizal.

Yup, finally found the hidden paradise - Sacramento Falls.


We took a rest after we ate and soaked ourselves on a clear, so super wide pool and got to practice my swimming career. hehehehe not so lucky, cant even swim 3 meters away from my place..Gosh pity me.


After swimming, chika minute with jonna and con while others were already asleep.
Hay it’s a long evening for me, Muy got angry with me coz I pissed him so much..as in

I and con were searching for him almost everywhere. Finally found him sleeping at the van and we 3 decided to sleep there as well where mosquitoes are feasting.

Morning came, We indulged ourselves taking pictures from meni views and angles of the resort. Took the bodul breakfast afterwards.

Mid morning were all excited to go to daranak falls,,,,
Were all amazed and super delighted,,hahaha were just like a kid hu just received a present.

So nice and refreshing.

The place is a perfect craft.

I found myself enjoying a soothing back massage of angry waterfall while staying against the drops of it.

So relaxing.

~~when system allows me to type nonsense ~~

Oct. 20, 2008

mmmm thinking bout my costume this Halloween party..

Hmmmmm.


I will be the ugliest hunchback lady,, I guess


My black graduation toga will do…hehehe…(I haven’t returned it yet) and my cute puma pillow, with matching black make up and spots resulting to a totally ugly chai..


I was laughing to death when Bro Mhil told me bout his costume..

So crazy..
He will wear Dyesebels tail which would exaggeratedly cost 50,000 pesos,,,imagine that’s just for the tail..

Additional expenses for the top accessories like the headdress,,bangles.. so kakawindang..
He will crawl from the elevator up to his station singing ..and some hunky men would carry him all throughout the competition.

What will Steve tell about him.. so ridiculous

Well that’s juz one of our silly, nonsense and stupid imaginations…

he even thought of wearing T-back worn opposite... hahaha laughtrip.

listening to fafa jack's wild confession

Oct. 15, 2008

tnx to fafa jack's true love confession who adds color to my gloomy night and relieves stress in my doom and brain bleeding natured task.

out of the blue..out of nowhere..out of no obvious reason.. I  just laughed out loud in my station..giggle.. smile.. cry..frown..and speaking of whole bunch of emoticons.


Peeps around would have think that Im insane...true! but only myself knew what i'm up into..It's my own thing folks.. y dont you mind your own business anyway?? hehehehe :D


Quotes from him tonight:
Nung nakilala kita parang akong natraffic sa edsa..i cant move on.
Nung mawala ka parang akong susu….patay na pero nakakapit pa.
Pde ka ng maglagay ng monggo sa pusod mo, siguradong tutubo yan..lol


cant help but laugh... :)) 

41Q.com result

Oct. 14, 2008

just came across this personality test online and here's the result:


* Serious and quiet, interested in security and peaceful living.

* Extremely thorough, responsible and dependable.

* Well-developed powers of concentration.

* Usually interested in supporting and promoting traditions and establishments.

* Well-organized and hard working, they work steadily towards identified goals.

* Can usually accomplish any task once they have set their mind to it.


~~~~~ yeah i agree..  :) ~~~~~~

feelin comfy in my new station.

Oct. 14, 2008

Though its sad knowing that we don’t have incentives $$$+++ anymore…we have to keep going...Just stay positive..1500.00 allowance is enough though plus 500 added to my basic salary..well, not bad.

Well, I'm still lucky compare to those on the floor taking full time calls..screaming and arguing all night with
a number of morons :D

Our workplace is peaceful, we can eat, drink, use our cellphones discretely, watch movies, browse,, talk, laugh hard and too may other stuffs to do plus I can sleep, take nap anytime.. :D  Who wouldnt want freedom?

My drёam houšё…,

Sept. 25, 2008

Yep yep.. my dream which will soon to be a reality.. well hÖpёfully nёxt yёar... I know I can make it.

I know I can and I will…!!!!!


Now I have to say no to:

Clothes
Gadgets
Accessories
Shoes
Bags
Fastfoods
Cellphone loads

…..and lots of unnecessary wants and cravings..

I need to push on this..

I want this my own!!!!

♫ ♫ ♫ ♫

all i can say is hahahaha

Sep. 17, 2008

It’s so nice to have some time to refresh.

Laguna experience so kakalurke..

Hahahaha so naughty me..
I will not share it to ya gals and boys…dats my shecrettt..

So funny experience especially with bro. Ramil, Ronnie and te joyce, the next Dyesebel in town.
Hahhahaha


Atleast I somehow know how to swim..slight..

I remembered the most funny phrase quoted by Kervin the morning b4 we leave the resort.

“Mate’take mo pa bang maligo sa pool e binabad na ni joyce ang pekpek nya jaan..yuck “

Hahahaha I laughed to death supperrr.. peace tyo ate joy.

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July 13, 2008

life is such ugh...am having hard time...so hard to pretend to be strong when ur weak..

if not for the peeps around me,, most probably i have fainted nah..

tnk God ur der,,and to muy.

thanks for giving me strength and fuel to go on.

haayyy tenks also to my business businessan sideline job,,atleast i spent most of my tym taking orders and listing names of people who owed me.debts debts debts

i juz realized so many things right now..

i was not able to go to church yesterday....haayyss sorry Bro. 

hehhehe..i just ate pansit, watched movies and had my hair done at Index salon.

sigh.... God..You know You're still no. 1 n my heart.. Yes you are and no one could ever replace you.
i miss u..forgive ur lovely daughter..

An avid fan of David Archuleta

May 23, 2008

Tuesday night, I cant hide the excitement of who will be announced as American Idol 2008.
If only I have a phone to vote..I did it hundred times for David A.
Both were cutieee cuttiiiie and super handsome and fafalicious.. hahaha . David Cook is also cool though. I like his style of a typical rock star.
Both struck me supper
But I like most David A..
I cant imagine myself screaming over him.
Waahhhh David A…idol..screaming on top of my lungs.. :)
Everytime I see u in the big screen, I cant help but smile.
My heart seems jumping..omg, pardon me for actin like a teenager.. :D

I was jut overwhelmed. spell AMBITIOUS

I love u both DAVID’s..

big gurls dont cry....

April 23, 2008

Am not that kind of gal who shows weakness especially to my family.  if I can hide it, I will.  As long as I can still bear it, i will. I just don't want to be a burden to anyone.

Am just afraid to show emotions, so I cried on the inside, am not transparent - Only I can hear myself cry and nobody else can...

I'l just let it out...alone . cry hard, think of ways to lift maself up, sleep and wake up with full of hopes.


Just came across this poem.


Tears In My Room

I was in my room the whole day,
In the back of my mind, well tucked away.
No one was there except for me.
An empty room, but wait, there was more.
But just what it was, I could not tell,
And yet, I sensed that all was not well.
My spirit was troubled and it seemed to shout,
"Too long I've been captive, please, let me out!"
There in the darkness I struggled to see,
Trying to grasp what was troubling me.
I told myself that I'm tough and I'm strong,
But a voice spoke softly, "That's where you're wrong."
"You tell yourself, 'I can handle it all.
'No matter what happens, I must stand tall.'
"Let go of your pride and admit that you hurt.
"The pain that you feel, don't try to skirt.
"You're not alone with this illness you face.
"There are so many others who are in the same place.
"And rest assured, that they're frightened too,
"In so many ways, they're no different than you.
"Let go and reach out, take hold of their hands,
"No longer alone, but together you'll stand."
And then there was peace, and I wept as it came,
I knew that no longer would I be the same.
The tears in my room will forever make me strong.

:( 

am just sad.. emo mode..

everything has a reason...

Feb. 16, 2008


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situations may not favor me sometimes but i know God did it for a purpose..


I thank you a lot for giving me strength to endure the hardships at school..for the support in doing my audio visuals, doing the research and all those stuffs which ugh makes me cram.. I cant believe that i was able to make it till the end..nobody would think I can.. hehehe Of course i can.

i did it! see?? Graduation here I come.. *kisses

and speakin of my not so special birthday..just another ordinary day.. hehehe.. this is my day...wink

1 week 2 go chai..soar high

Dec. 3, 2008

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so tired yet fulfilled...

after restless and tiring days, months. I already finished my thesis..

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thank GOD!!! and thanks google... :D


wheeewwww love u!!!

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