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New life.... New love


Aug. 28, 2010

Is it for real?

Well I can say Im happy now. I cant help but look back though. I dunno where to start, whether I'll take a big leap or brake. I'm still thinking of the past. It lingers inside.. Im afraid to decide.


Its not easy, I know, but with the help of those who are around me,,everything I guess will go smoothly..

How is it being in a relationship with a man working in an aviation? Im afraid that I might just be diverting my desolation into you but I will try. 



You made my moving on process an instant..Thank you.

NOW that Im SINGLE....

Aug. 7, 2010

I have so many stories to share but Im afraid if I'll gonna detail em all, it will eat my whole damn precious day...


I realized a lot of things. I realized that I can live with bliss, with contentment, with happiness w/o someone to depend on. The best thing to do is to go out of your comfort zone...at the end of the day.. the journey is just between you and yourself.. its how you carry yourself.. The only way to experience life is to embrace changes.. how can you measure your capability if you wont try it anyway..of course know your limitations.  the hardest part of moving on is the thought that I can't do it.. well I think there's no room for that.. We can always do it, I can always do it...



I realized everyday is a precious day to waste. No more cries, emo, no more lonely nights, no freakin dull moments. No butterflies in my stomach. It's time to boost my appetite. It's time to love myself.. Im too skinny, its like Im raising 7 kids coz Im literally and physically ugly. I almost forgot how to look at the mirror and fix myself. I should dress myself well this time.


I know, this is just one step to take in my million walk journey but I'll start it today.


Enjoy life while still young. YOLO.


I welcome myself into the world of the so-called... "Single".