Chai, it's not an xcuse

Nov. 19, 2010

I made major major mistakes in my life and i can say i really regret those.

Im stupid, im not thinking first. I hurt a lot of people, Im selfish, inconsiderate, tactless, ...what else?. ..oh i hate myself..


Im not ready to commit more mistakes. Cant afford it. There's no righteous excuse for what I did but then again, my apology..


Sorry, I knew it... I was really hesitant and unsure about my feelings but i still allow myself enter into a relationship where im not ready yet..i was hurt then, maybe ur just someone whom i diverted my attention to...i messed up... and i even pushed myself to the corner where I duno how to find my way out... Please Im sorry.. i might not be able to talk to you after all but i blame myself for all of this.