New life.... New love

Aug. 28, 2010

Is it for real?

Well I can say Im happy now. I cant help but look back though. I dunno where to start, whether I'll take a big leap or brake. I'm still thinking of the past. It lingers inside.. Im afraid to decide.


Its not easy, I know, but with the help of those who are around me,,everything I guess will go smoothly..

How is it being in a relationship with a man working in an aviation? Im afraid that I might just be diverting my desolation into you but I will try. 



You made my moving on process an instant..Thank you.

NOW that Im SINGLE....

Aug. 7, 2010

I have so many stories to share but Im afraid if I'll gonna detail em all, it will eat my whole damn precious day...


I realized a lot of things. I realized that I can live with bliss, with contentment, with happiness w/o someone to depend on. The best thing to do is to go out of your comfort zone...at the end of the day.. the journey is just between you and yourself.. its how you carry yourself.. The only way to experience life is to embrace changes.. how can you measure your capability if you wont try it anyway..of course know your limitations.  the hardest part of moving on is the thought that I can't do it.. well I think there's no room for that.. We can always do it, I can always do it...



I realized everyday is a precious day to waste. No more cries, emo, no more lonely nights, no freakin dull moments. No butterflies in my stomach. It's time to boost my appetite. It's time to love myself.. Im too skinny, its like Im raising 7 kids coz Im literally and physically ugly. I almost forgot how to look at the mirror and fix myself. I should dress myself well this time.


I know, this is just one step to take in my million walk journey but I'll start it today.


Enjoy life while still young. YOLO.


I welcome myself into the world of the so-called... "Single".

Password amnesia

Aug. 24, 2009

after 48 years.... at last, i gotta remember my password ..wahahahaha!!!! Im the happiest person on earth.. :)

I miss blogging..Quick reminder though.. Chai fix your grammar this time!!!

d ugly betty

May 3, 2009

I wholeheartedly extend my gratitude to my pink eyeglasses coz it really soothes & suites my eyes… Dizziness no more...though it makes me feel like a 40 year old not so hot mama…lol...nevertheless, it brings a lot of ease and comfort...I'm ready for 24-hour eye to eye contact with my monitor..u bet.




Ugly and nerdy betty..

Spell Ambitious - C *H* A* I

April 15, 2009

me describing maself as fully loaded, full charged with ideas (celfon ang peg? Lol), overflowing with thoughts. Every day, every second of my life, I cant help but think of new ideas in life, new dreams, new plans, new prospects and so on and so on and so on…and so forth…..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Exag. Hehehe


Sigh sigh sigh


The house that I dreamed of before.... disappeared.. yep, it vanished..
The location is not feasible plus heavy traffic plus super remote.. :((

bye bye Glenrose Subdivision. 

What about Condo though? darn! Im afraid of earthquakes. Don't want to be buried alive by skyscrapers.

Searching searching... I trust everything to Him. ..wherever my fate lead me, I know He walks with. :)

The amazing Puerto Galera

Feb. 20, 2009

Ramil’s Bday Feb..6, 2009
Galera: Feb 7-9

Sometimes we have to get out of our cell and act like theres no one around watching us.
Enjoy freedom as if it’s infinite. Away from obscurity and judgmental eyes of the city.

It’s so nice that opportunities like this came across me...

Nature is wonderful.. i so love nature.. Beaches, mountains, trees, blue skies, clear flowing rivers..flowers and more flowers please.

There's no reason to prevent ourselves to explore. Allow our eyes to see new things, new people, new scenery, taste new foods and venture on new experiences, it’s the best thing to treat oneself.

Thanks to my bibi bro Mhil for his fabulous Bday celebration ever! We're able to survive the scorching heat of the sun. Got tan lines and hmmm... speaking of being nognog.. hehehe


U rock Bro. I know u'l be migrating in U.S. soon. I am looking forward to spend time with u again once ur back.


Thank you so much for the friendship. Ur like my big brother already.  I love you.

My House to be.

Jan. 29, 2009

My House to be.
Chai at 22

Im so so excited that I finally can visualize what my mansion will look like this year.. hahahaa yeah mansion..exag :D
I have already the complete floor plan of my mini “home” at Glenrose subdivision Taytay Rizal.

Ofcourse there will always be a touch of pink interior and exterior so as to show sweet and feminine side of me. Pink for me is beauty, peace, elegance, something that will always stand out, something sweet and pure in heart.

I cant help but to doubt and worry if I can sustain all the payments by myself, but I have this confidence that I can do it without the help of anyone, neither my parents nor siblings.. .juz me. .me and none else.

I want this to be called “mine”,, something which basically came from my own pocket…so fulfilling isn’t it?
A place where I can spend part of my life or for good.
A home where maybe I will raise my kids… kids? As in plural ‘’sssss…hehehe
A place to internally build my plans in life..a family to be..
Everything, everything that life can offer me..

I just cant stop myself to go further..the undying passion instills in my heart.. I dunno,, Em juz very thankful and blessed to have parents like the one I have now and ofcourse I have someone out there above the sky watching and loving me unconditionally.

Well lets see….Few more steps and Im almost there..em tired of wandering.
Time for me is precious. I'm here for a purpose, for people around me and for Him above all..