May 17, 2014 - NAIA Terminal 3

May 20, 2014

Hai ya yai

I miss u mahal.. I have nothing to write..Cant think of any this time. Been busy chatting with customers.

I just want to post your "pugi" look and my pretty face..LOL :D

 - chaiiibisyosa -
 

Me? emo?

May 19, 2014
Am not sick, melodramatic, over-reactive being who does drama all my life.

Im not into competing for best actress or someone who's aiming to be recognized nor attracts or draws attention from anyone.

I just know how to distinguish if something is offensive, hurtful or not.  I just easily respond to it and would eventually lead me to emotionally either cry or be saddened. 

Though I am trying to avoid to easily get teary-eyed for them not to notice and to atleast pretend that I am strong, I cant help but my weakness overruled me. Well, I dont have to forcibly change myself though, maybe a bit of control will do. 

Life is spontaneous, lets just be true to ourselves.  The mirror will reflect exactly the same image standing in front of it..and that's ourselves. .. unless its distorted.. lol..hahaa duno if u can comprehend to what im trying to convey... watever.

Nuvali with Mahal

May 17, 2014

Was physically tired and exhausted but still happy coz I’m with u... Our last gala together :(

May 14, 2014  Nuvali, Laguna

Skyranch with my love.

May 13, 2014

Awww… duno how to start this...im kinda teary-eyed.

Im so depressed as I count the remaining days where i got to stare, talk, laugh and touch you tangibly... ul be gone for a while mahal :(( 

I will surely treasure every memories we’ve shared together.  Even just for a little while… ughhh oucchhh..

Time and distance may have deprived us but we’ll make it…..right?

It will be a long journey for us until we meet again but I’l wait. I will wait until God gives us the right time for us.

May 10, 2014 - Skyranch, Tagaytay

 I don’t want to hold back. I want to show you what I really feel. Being true wont make me feel less of a person anyway.   

I love you. Our memories will always last forever. 

Proud girlfriend

May 3, 2014 - MOA

 May 8, 2014


U aren’t maybe handsome in their eyes, u have no 6 packs to boast about..no fabulous tone and firm muscles.. no pointed nose (likewise :D), no fair skin, no good-looking eyes, no killer smile..no Daniel Padilla features.. but am proud.. For me, you are the most handsome and the Chris Hemsworth of my life that lets me forget and ignore the rest… yeah exaggeratedly  true mahal.. Don’t take it literally though :D

Im proud to be your girlfriend.

distance is just a test to see how far love can travel

May 6, 2014

To my kinda suplado boyfriend:

Yeah,, I knew it.. ul eventually leave me in few days..i duno how to survive this so-called long distance relationship.

Honestly this is my first time to engage in LDR.

Remember when I told you that I don’t want, if ever, my partner to be apart from me?? ..well I guess,. I have no choice. I love you and I’m willing to wait. Im positive that we can make it..

"Distance makes the heart grow fonder.. I will love you even more. 

What drives and motivates me, is the trust I have for myself and to you as well.  And above all, I put Him at the center of our relationship.  I trust Him that He will guide us through.

Im begging to not ruin the trust I have put up in this relationship coz if it happens, I bet, expect numerous and disastrous rocks along our way.  I badly want this to work out this time mahal.  I want to give my best and exhaust my effort to this relationship. I want you to be my last. I love you mahal ko.

There's nothing more i can promise except that I will remain loyal and faithful to you plus my unconditional love that won't run dry.

my cupcake

April 29, 2014 - Festival Mall, Alabang

April 29, 2014

Yep. We finally met in person. I didn’t expect that it will be such a surprise on my end coz I kinda like him. Im comfortable. No awkwardness, it feels like I have known him for a while in contrary to what Im thinking prior.  I honestly felt this beat towards him.  I duno.. Maybe because we've been chatting for months already and was kinda familiar to each other but gosh huhuhu, I dont want to fall this quick, Im afraid that he won't catch me anyway... :(( .. pity me..

well one thing's 4 sure.. I want to spend more time with him.. just sit and chat..just look at him and think how he changed my heart instantly.. how he may possibly change my outlook in life..and ugh... hu hu hu  too early chai.

I used to be rude with other guys but not with him. I just duno what’s the price of tolerating my feelings. Im afraid but Im willing to take risks. Im cautious. I never entertained guys after my last relationship. Perhaps, I trust this person much that I am so open and transparent about myself. I dont wanna be ridiculed though and be labeled "easy to get" and the like.. well i guess i dont care..hes not that type who would think that way towards me anyway..  I have high respect for him and i trust my gut feeling that he respects me too. 

I just want to be true myself ... no pretensions, no lies.. this is what i feel right now.. just tellin what's inside me.

goshh..I duno..I might be wrong with all my assumptions but there's nothing wrong with it anyway..
Whatever we call to each other.. friend.. special friend or whatever.. im happy.
 I just pray that I wont get hurt and that I wont hurt him in any way too.